Sunday, February 28, 2010

Year 2 Sem 3

At first doesn't feel like writing blog today , but after reading my friend's blog just now , i have the urge and feel like update my blog . As i said before in one of my previous post ,that i will update my blog everyday, so here i am to update my blog . haha .

Okay , stop crapping , let's back to the topic. I had start new semester after 3 weeks of holiday ,which is year 2 semester 3 , which is also my last semester of Diploma in TARCollege. Time really flies fast , right ? haha . Okay , my first week of this semester is quite free and relax . Back  to college first day on monday , and guess what , all my class on that day canceled. So, go to college just for nothing . Then , tuesday went back to college for committee meeting . Then , wednesday go to collge at 4pm for lecture . Then stay back and meet my UTAR WFC friend for dinner , a small gathering . Enjoy meet up with them . I havent get the photo yet , cause the photo is at 1 of my friend there . So no photo to upload here. Then , Thursday , go to college at 10am for tutorial class replacement . And there's some bad news from our lecturer . We will have saturday class and night class ,as the tutor had commitment to his job. So, he will conduct the tutorial at night once , and another on saturday . Well, this semester is just a short semester , so, i'm okay with it . After all, tutorial is important for our studies and exam .

Oh yea , and we also form our assignment group that day . I managed to find few good members . I hope we can be a good team . And we will have our final semester project which is an event held at sport complex this end of semester . So , i think i will be busy starting from next week ,there's many work to do for the planning of the event for every group. Friday is a public holiday , so no class on that day . But there will be replacement class . So , sometime i rather there's no public holiday .lol . That's my first week of year 1 semester 3 . I will get the latest timetable by next monday i guess .

Oh yea , many of my friend said that i'm a positive person . I always try to be happy . But then i'm still can suddenly moody and no mood. I cant find any single reason to explain why . And when i moody , i prefer to be silent , and i dislike people asking me what happen to me ? question . Cause i really don't know how to answer them . I guess it's pretty obvious when i'm moody , my face and behaviour show it all . haha But my mood will recover after just 1 day . That's me . Just some random fact about me to share here. You can just ignore it .lol 

I forgot to mention just now that our lecturer told that 1 of our last semester subject result is quite bad , many people fail . I really hope i can pass . *pray hard* Well, i shall wait for the 'judgement day' on 11 March 2010, i will know my result on that day . I'm really feel excited to know my result . I really want to know my result ASAP so badly . Whatever result i get , i will just accept it , cause its already a fact , and we must accept it . After all , life still goes on . So, i will just accept it . So, wish me good  luck on 11 March . hehe

That's all for this post . This post is a little bit messy ,as i just write a little but brief about this and that .It's a mixed up post . I just write out my thoughts . Nothing special and important in this post . It's just a daily life report of me. 

Thursday, February 25, 2010

最近的生活点滴

这是我第二篇华文post。 突然喜欢用华语来写部落格。毕竟华语还是我的母语,会比较容易表达我要说的东西。这也是个机会让我的华文变好更多。作天打那个post ,发现我的华语变差了。也许是因为我太久没写华语了。但我在家是说华语的。

好的,少说废话了,我该进入正题了,最进是新年,虽然现在还是。在这祝大家新年快乐!今年的新年是我最享受的,因为我遇回和见了很久没见的朋友。也许是因为今年的新年刚好落在我放假的时候,所以我特别的得空,就约了很多朋友见面。虽然有一些朋友不能见到, 但他们都有尽量attend,终之他们有心就可以了,我明白的。有跟我的部落格的人,应该知道我有和中学朋友去互相拜年吧,这是我们的习惯,每一年都会互相拜年。也只有那时我才会觉得有新年气氛。哈哈。但是人一年比一年少,因为有一些朋友已出国深造,所以不能参加。希望他们看到那些照片,会至少feel 到一些新年气氛吧。这班中学朋友真的是一班很好的朋友,我知道他们一直都很关心及支持我。他们有时真的可以玩到很疯,但是我就是喜欢这样的他们。我珍惜这班好友。过后,我也遇见了两个我好久不见的中学好友。还记得那时中四她们俩在班上就坐在我的后面,我们还时常讲话,也玩到很疯有时,可以讲话,然后突然间笑那种,别人还以为我们傻的。哈哈。到那天见面我们依然一样,可以说个不停,也可以说到傻和疯。哈哈。 也可以跟他们在msn chat,还chat到很好笑,可以chat到疯,chat 到syok sendiri ,chat 到 sot sot 。哈哈,想起都好笑。还因此而create 了sot sot , syok sendiri, ss group. 哈哈。我们都参加了。只有她们,我才可以和她们一起疯。哈哈。也就因为她们的疯,让我喜欢和真她们这俩个好朋友。 当然还有一些朋友我也可以一起疯。哈哈。

我也有约我的UTAR WFC 朋友。认识这班朋友也是很难得的。如果当初我没参加wfc 的话,我真的不会认识他们。真的很庆幸我有参加,让我认识了这班 friendly和outgoing的朋友,也让我有这班这么好的朋友。我很爱和珍惜他们全部。

我也想见回我PBSM的朋友。好像迟些会有一个gathering。好期待喔。

当然我还有很多好的朋友。我爱和珍惜他们全部。我不必在这儿提他们的名字,因为太多了如果要提。终之我爱和珍惜我全部朋友。他们永远都是最棒的!我重视我每一位朋友。

我的朋友,我只想对你们说,我觉得很高兴和幸运能认识何能跟你们做朋友。有了你们,我的生活才精彩,才快乐。有了你们,才有欢笑。你们让我生活得更愈快。朋友,你们在我心里有着很重要的位子。朋友,只要你们快乐,我也快乐。

惨了,我觉得我说话好像很老。哈哈。也许这就是感性吧。哈哈。我平常不太会表达自己,只有写部落格才能真心的表达我所想要表达的东西。还有最近我好像傻傻的,会syok sendiri ,和问一些无聊和weird的问题。就好像刚才我问shen chie ,你有facebook啊。然后雪乐说这样weird的这个问题。我过后也觉得好笑。哈哈。还有可以跟john说我们assignment group member 时说 me , you , John ..... 明明就跟 John 说,还可以说you and John .说到John 两次。哈哈。我傻傻的。你们要习惯这样的我。哈哈

刚才驾车回家时,看到烟花,还停在路边欣赏,但是来不及拍下来,因为太快了。可惜。哈哈。也看到一些马来男子骑motor飙车,他们还一直往后看。过后才知原来我忘记开车灯。是晚上了那时候,还好没事发生。我很多次这样了,改次真的要记得开。

我最近一直写部落格因为我暂时还得空,所以就写多一点。也许下个星期我会开始忙final sem project 了。到时应该会少些写部落格吧。

好啦,希望你们会喜欢我的华语post。哈哈。

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

友情vs爱情

突然很想用华语来写这一篇 post。这应该是我的第一篇华语的post 吧。如果我写得不好,我在这里先说对不起,因为我真的好久没写华文了。哈哈。 好,首先呢,我想谢谢哪些有看我之前那个我的故事的人,特别是哪些有comment 和支持我的人。谢谢。感恩。方心吧!我会好好过的。

好,回到正题。先说爱情吧。我还没谈过恋爱。一直都是单身。有些人说单身是好的,不会烦。但是我会觉得是看你怎样去经营一段感情吧。人吗终是这样的,当你单身时,你会很想有一个。当你有了女朋友, 又会有问题。但是当然不是每个人都这样。我是那个前者。有时我会孤单,想要有个女朋友。但是那只是个想法,我当然不会随随便便找个女朋友。经过了这么多事情,我真的长大,成熟了。我会真的爱一个人才爱一个人。当然我有过单恋,但单恋往往都是痛苦的。当然我也有表白过,但是被拒绝了,庆幸我们先在还是好朋友。我做人是有原则的,我不会选择做第三者。但是话说回来,你有没有爱过一个不该爱的人?我有。明知不能,不该,但是还会想。而且每天还会去查他的update ,不然好像少了些东西。有些人会说,放弃吧。有些人却说等吧。我 会顺其自然。就以平常心对待吧!未来会发生的事,没人会董吗。我会主动的。

友情呢,我的人缘还ok. 我有朋友。但是我会有比较多女性朋友。也跟女性朋友比较close 吧。但是我还是有男性朋友,也有比较close的。听人说,朋友只要几个就够了。可能吧。我会觉得有多朋友比较好. 我会很珍惜我所有的朋友。因为能认识一个朋友是不容易的。何况是能认识这么多朋友。全都靠缘份。 我真的很开心和庆幸我认识这么多朋友和有这么多友情。我爱他们全部。我会好好对待他们,不会去伤害他们。我也会关心他们。我愿意当他们的听众。我会有福同享,有难同担。有人说不能太信朋友,因为他们也许会出卖你。但我选择相信朋友。做朋友是要有信任的。人吗,终是会犯错,只要他们知错,他们是值得原谅的。我通常都不是那个主动认识朋友的,通常是对方。就像刚才到现在我在跟一个好朋友在msn chat ,我们无所不谈,还可以越谈越疯。刚才还开一个sot sot , syok sendiri , ss group 在面子书。她也join了。哈哈。每个朋友都对我很重要,有了他们,才有快乐。友情和亲情永远都是第一在我心里。他们在我生活中都办演很重要的角色。

Sunday, February 21, 2010

CNY 2010

Haha , My CNY program is quite full . Ok, let's start .

年除夕 ( 13/02/10 )
Nothing special on this day . At night , go to Restoran Oversea Subang Jaya to eat reunion dinner with my cousin's family . We already book the table early 1 month . We book for 8.30pm dinner . But then when we reach Restoran Oversea , we still cant sit down , and need to wait . Because the previous customer still seating at the table eating . So , about 9.00pm , we only sit down on the table . But then we waited until 10.00pm , they only served the lou sang . Then about 10.30pm , all the dish come all together . Luckily , the portion is quite small, so we eat finish almost all the food . But their service is really bad lo. Maybe there's too many customer , but too less worker . We eat supper instead of dinner .lol

初一 ( 14/02/10 )
Do nothing on that day . Just stay at home the whole day . Watch the Chinese New Year TV program, and online at night as usual.

初二 (15/02/10 )
Same activity as 初一 , whole day at home .

初三 (16/02/10 )
Mum's friend come visit , and mum cook nasi dagang , so they come eat . Many of them came . Still the same i stay at home  whole day .

初四( 17/02/10 )
Go out to meet up with one of my UTAR friend , Onn Sein. We go for movie . We watch this movie:


14 Blades

Well, the movie quite nice , it's about war , many fighting scene. But then there's a story behind that in the movie.

After movie , we went to eat at canton -i . We chat and talk about many thing . Im fact , we had chat and talk pretty much when we que up to buy the movie ticket . Enjoy and happy to meet up with her . hehe 

My friend , Onn Sein eat this . The Signature Prawn Wantan Mee



I eat this . 2 combination Wantan Mee

Me and Onn Sein

初五 ( 18/02/10 )
I go CNY bai nian to my secondary school house friend . We go visit one house to another house . Go out on  11am, and back home at 1 am . Let's see the photo :



Play cards



All Watching TV ,and Kenny playing Ah Chai's camera . lol 



Jiun Tat , Thangam , and Kenny 



Playing mini snooker at Jiun Tat's House



Kenny Playing piano. Romantic huh ? lol



Bai Nian at Denis's house



Soon Chow is making his famous family buble milk tea 



The Best Chocalate milk shake i ever drink ! Really delicious and yummy ! 



Woon , hon kit ,and kenny



From Left to right : Denis , Ah Chai , Kang Wei , Ah Beh , and Jiun Tat 



Play card game again .haha

That's all for that day .

初六 ( 19/02/10 )

Meet Up with my secondary school friend ,Hui Shien , and Yee Lu. Long time didn't meet this two friend . We meet at Cathay Cineplex . We watch movie at there .We watch this movie :



72 Tenant of Prosperity

This movie is very popular and very nice , and very funny . haha . Definitely a good new year movie .

So, after movie , we went to Kim Gary at The Curve to eat our lunch . We chat and talk non stop from 2pm to about 6pm .Haha , There's many topic we can chat . Very enjoy chatting with them .

Then about 6pm, they follow me back to my house ,as my house is just nearby only , and they haven't been to my house . Then about 7pm, we go to Sunway Pyramid to have our dinner . Guess what we eat ? haha



Can guess ? Its very obvious !



Yea, you are right ! Is Full House 

We purposely go Sunway Pyramid , just for Dinner at Full House . Wanted to go there very long di. Finally dine at there . Well, the atmosphere there is nice . And the food also quite nice .



Mine 



Yee Lu



oops, this not Hui Shien eat 1 . The waiter give wrong 1. So , i just took photo . Forgot to take her 1 .



Me , Hui Shien , and Yee Lu 


初七 ( 20/02/10 )
 Reach Midvalley at 2pm to meet up with few of my UTAR foundation friend ,Adrian , and his gf , Samantha , Ming Sian , and Mun Kin ,a small CNY gathering . After all reach and meet up at centre court . We went to had our lunch at Madam Kwan . At first want to eat at KIm Gary , but it's full , so we change to Madam Kwan . I ate Mushroom Chicken rice and cendol . The foood is not bad . We chat and talk very much . It's always nice to chat and talk with them . Enjoy meet up with them . 

  
Front from left  : Samantha , Adrian , Mun Kin Back from left: Me , and Ming Sian 

Then at night , went to  meet my Cheras friend and heng dai , Wei Qing . Me , wei qing ,and her younger sister go eat at a mamak near wei qing house . I eat Nasi Lemak at the mamak shop. The nasi lemak quite nice . I also chat and talk with Wei Qing   . Enjoy chatting with her , and enjoy meet up with her also . Then back to her house and sit and chat and talk for a while . Then , i back home . 



Me and Wei Qing

That's all for my 7 days of Chinese New Year . Will go my aunty house for lunch later . So, good night everyone . Or shall i say good morning ? lol 



Thursday, February 18, 2010

The Story of My Life

Haha , i had finally found a topic to blog .Okay , i'm going to share with you all the story of my life . Firstly , i want to write this post to let you all know me better . Secondly , i just want to let this post be my memories . So ,at least when i old , i can look back at this post , and it also will be a proof that show  i exist in this world . Okay , let's start . I'm Kwan Hann Yaw , i'm born in the morning , 9.30pm on 17 December 1988, at Universiti Hospital, K.L . Obviously i'm a guy and i'm a chinese . I'm already exist in this world for 22 years .

The photo below is me, i'm quite chubby when i small .




Quite chubby , right ?


My first naked photo 

On 17 December 1989 ,i'm officially 1 years old ! 

1 year old birthday! 

I just like this one !  i don't know why .


Haha , i smile . I am really happy when i'm a kid.


I'm playing the so called "gameboy" at that time .


I also got talent when i'm just a kid . I can play guitar . haha Just kidding ! posing only lol 


Me with 'beca' at my mum's hometown , Kuala Besut , Terengganu . Now , hardly got 'beca' . =0


Haha . Told you i got talent . Lol Another just posing photo . But this piano still at my house now .

There goes my childhood , and i enter kindergarten. I had beenstudy in few kindergarten due to i 'pindah Rumah ' . My first kindergarten is Tadika Littlebell ay Damansara Utama. Then when i was 5 years old , i study at Young Achievers at Bandar Sri Damansara ,as me and my family  shifted to stay there . I pretty like kindergarten life. That time we were like very innocent , we doesn't know anything , and just play ,play ,and play . Well ,i doesn't have much memories about my kindergarten life .


Me in Kindergarten uniform.


Another semi naked photo. Posing . lol



Then came standard 1 . I was just an average student . I enjoy study, and i also enjoy to know new friend and play around with them . I was starting to enjoy my primary school life . But at that same year ,1995 , my dad was diagnosed to have leg cancer . And when my dad getting serious in the middle part of the year , my mum had no choice but to send him to those house care , as there are nurse that can take care of my dad. My mum can't take care of him alone ,as she is a teacher and she had to teach at school . But my mum do go vist my dad very often . I also got go visit my dad . So, everything goes as normal , study at school ,and so on . Until one day in July , my aunty came to my primary school and bring me and my elder sister to the house care . My dad is very critical . I still remember when i reach the house care , my mum is already there . And my dad is waiting for me and my sister . Then he saw us , his breath stop , and he pass away . Well, i don't quite remember it, as i'm just 6 ++ years old that time. But i do remember the funeral held at a funeral parlor at Kampung Medan ,if i not mistaken. I do still remember my dad now . Sometime i do think of him . And when i saw his photo , i feel that i look like my dad . Many of my mum's friend also said i'm look like my dad when i grown up. I do envy other people who had their dad to sayang them . But what to do , life still goes on. Well, i also doesn't even know my dad's side relatives. That's why i close with my mum's side relatives.

Luckily my mum is teacher ,so she teach to earn for living . So, she's the one who support my family since then. I really love my mum . She alone bring up me and my sister . She is my idol . She is the one who i always want to learn from . So, since then , i know that i need to study hard and i know that i'm the one who need to take care of the family when i grown up to adult . I also know that i need to be a good son .

So, i study hard , but then i'm still just an average student ,with an average result. So, time passed fast , and i am standard 6 in year 2005. I had my UPSR exam . But sadly , my result is not that good . Well, my sister always is the best in my family . She is the intelligent one , she get straight A in UPSR . 

 
Standard 6 trip to Malacca


Trip in Star Cruise


13 years old birthday !

Then came form 1. As my result is not that good , i can't go to those good school like SMJK Katholik. Well, and my primary school send me to SMK BU 2 . But my mum say that school is not good ,and many bad student . So , my mum asked to transfer me to the school she teach , which is S.M.K Taman Ehsan . And the transfer is sucess. So  i start my secondary school at SMK Taman Ehsan . Well, that school is not bad ,and i study in the second best class in form 1 . So, i mixed with those good student that had good result . Which is a good thing , so that i won't be bad . So, i study hard , and in form 2 , i study in the first class, the best class. I do take part in the marching during hari sukan  in form 1 and form 2.

 


This is an event during hari merdeka, i think is a patriotik song competition, and my group won. 


15 years old birthday !

Then came form 3, which is also PMR year . Well, i maintained my result ,and manged to study in first class , which is the best class in form 3 . And oh yeah , my mum is the science teacher in my class, she teach me science in school. So,sometime i don't even know how to call my mum when need to greet .lol The good thing is i can ask her if i don't understand something personally . The bad thing is she will know my result as she is the one who mark my exam paper. So, i got to get good result . I still remember got once i get a not so good result , then my mum scold me and ask me why. Another thing is all my classmates will ask me whether their exam paper had been marked by my mum and their result . Well, i study harder ,and i get 4 A in my PMR exam. As i tell my mum that if my math and science get A , then i can study in science stream in form 4 . So as i get A for my math and science, i choose to study in science stream. My mum not really agree , she prefer me study in art stream, as my science subject is not good. Well, the reason i choose to study in science stream is because the art stream class student in my school is bad student ,and i doesn't want to mixed with them , no offence.

So in form 4 , i try to cope with my science stream life . It's hard but i tried to study very hard . The subject that i not good in is physic and add maths . I failed the subject few times . So as i study well, and enjoy my life with my secondary school classmates and friend , another shock and sudden incident happen . I still remember , in the early morning in one saturday in september 2004, my mum woke me up, she ask me to go to the master bedroom. When i reach master bedroom , i saw my elder sister is lying at the bed ,with half concious . I was shocked ! It is so sudden ! My mum say my sister went to toilet in the midnight ,and then suddenly she heard a loud banging sound. She go and check , and saw my sister lying on the floor . My sister still concious at that time, but then after that that she keep vomiting. My mum know that something is wrong , so she called the ambulance. But then the ambulance didnt come after so long . Luckily , 1 of my neighbour willing to send my sister to hospital after we called them . But then i feel sad that i can't help anything . I didn't follow to the hospital ,as i had tuition on that afternoon. But i doesn't had mood ,as i'm worried about my sister.

So, at night , my aunty come and fetch me to the hospital to see my sister . My sister is in I.C.U . She is already unconcious . The doctor said she is born with a very thin brain blood vessel ,so it's like a time bomb . So , it burst at that time . That's hardly got sign about that . But then my sister got complained about headache before that ,but when see docyor , the doctor said it is normal to had headache . Actually headche is one of the sign . The doctor also said that there are many pressure inside my sister brain . So, my sister had 2 times operation . 

So since then, my sister is unconcious . So, me and my mum go to hospital to accompany her everyday . Well, i need to thanks all my secondary school classmates and friend and teacher that care about my sis and they helped out a lot . They also came visit my sister . Well, later after 1 week , my sister got open her eyes , but still remain half unconcious . She can't talk as there were a hole in her throat to help her breath . But we know that she want to go for her SPM exam,as she is those want to study and she's intelligent. But we tell her to take care of her health ,only go for the SPM exam . That time i'm really sad . Then i still remember ,got 1 day during that i go to S.H.E concert in bukit Jalil . Although i'm try to enjoy the concert , but i do worried about my sister . I scared that my sister will passed away and i cant see her last time . But luckily , my sister is okay .

Then , one day in november 2004 , my aunty called and say my sister is critical, and she come fetch me to the hospital . But on the way to the hospital, i didn't even feel sad , i didn't cry , my mind is just empty, i don't know why . But i do worried and scared . we try to rush to hospital, as we know she is waiting for me.  So , when i reached hospital, after my sister saw me , she passed away . So, my sister had stayed unconcious for 3 months . That time i feel really sad . I got so much thing to tell her. I even call her and shake her to ask her to wake up. At that time i really regret that sometime i fight with my sister . Many thing flashback in my mind. Many of my classmates friends attend my sister funeral. I really appreciate it . Because of this also , i berbaik semula with a good friend. I feel sad during the funeral, but i just cant cried out .Maybe it's too much for me that time . So, since then , my life had changed , nothing will be the same again . Since then , i bear the responsible to take care of the family . My mum is very sad . She is okay only after few months . Then , my attitude also change , i start to appreciate and cherish every of my friend , family , and relatives . I don't want to regret when it's too late. I also become easily touched . I also become tougher and study hard .

So, i get 2A in my SPM . Then ,after that ,i'm start search for colleges and universities after i get my results.



Singapore trip after SPM

So, at last , i choose to study at UTAR . Study 1 years foundation , and three years degree . I choose to study Construction Manage ment degree course after foundation , but it is not exactly my choice ,as i don't know what to choose that time. My mum say my uncle and aunty study this course ,so if i don't know , can ask them. Therefore i study this course. So , i study foundation first . I really enjoyed my foundation lige at UTAR . I know many new and nice friend . We are very close to each other .


My foundation classmates friend . I really enjoy being with them ! I miss that moment ! 


Then after 1 year , i studied my construction management degree . It is quite hard . But i still try to study the courses , and slowly adapt to it . I also involved in some big event , i go for the welcome freshmen concert comittee interview for May 2008 , and i sucess to become the secretary for the welcome freshmen concert . I pretty enjoy to work with a group of nice and friendly comittee member friend from different courses. I enjoy chatting with them . They are very good team and comittee member . I really glad that i know them . They are a good friend to me . 



WFC Comitee member 2008 .

But at the same time , may 2008 . after this event , i withdraw from UTAR ,as my result is bad , i failed 2 subject . And i feel that i'm not interested at construction management course . So, i changed to TARCollege and study diploma in advertising . Frankly speaking , i cant really adapt to the TARC culture , is like i had culture shock . As the college student is not that matured in thinking that universities student . It;s my opinion , no offence ya . And all my classmates is younger than me . But i slowly adapt to TARC culture . And many people said that i change to be more talkative after i enter TARC. Maybe. lol  So , i know few good friend at TARC . Study life is totally different from UTAR. But after 1 year till now , i sort of adapt to it , eventhough i admit that i still miss UTAR. And for each sem break when study in KTAR, i work part time every sem break . ecause i doesn't want to rely too much on my mum, i don't want to keep asking money from my mum . I will use my own money to buy things i want . I use my money to buy my handphone. So far , i had worked for 7 part time job . I also join the Mass Call May 2009, i am one of the helper for mass call  . From mass call, i also know few nice and good friend from different courses.


Mass Call may 2009 


John . TARC good friend


Teri , TARC good friend

Then , last year July , i work in a big event , PC Fair . From there , i also get to know many friend from different college ,from UCSI, really glad to know them . They are great friend .

 
PC Fair July 2009

I got 1 more semester to finish my diploma. Then i will most probably continue my degree at Help . Hopefully i graduate my diploma with good result . That's my story . Now you know me better . I know this post is really long. I really appreciate those who read till to the end . Well , this is only a chapter of my life , there's many coming ! I will live my life to the max !